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Sick and worried and sick...

Well, the rumors are certainly finding their way around LJ. I don't know what to believe but I do know that some journals and communities are gone, whether by LJ or not, that I don't know. I don't think whoever is causing the big stink is going to hurt anyone but innocent people. Those that prey on others usually hide their tracks well.

I use LJ to post things sometimes that I don't feel comfortable saying to my family or other people I know. I do a lot of reading here, some of the material may be deemed "suitable" and some may not but who has the right to judge? I don't like the idea that I suddenly have to be careful of everything I say here or what I put on my interest list or what communities I join or watch. LJ is useless to me if that happens.

Well, in other news...I'm sick. With some weirdo cold?...virus?...something that makes me feel like I'm walking under water. Then everyone here seemed to think they were starving so I cooked...and ate. DO NOT EAT SALMON AND SPICY MACARONI IF YOU DO NOT FEEL WELL TO START WITH. I've drank almost a whole bottle, yes I do mean a 2 litre, of Dr. Pepper since I first woke up at 5 AM. I've found that a cold glass can give a temporary illusion of wellness.

Guess what book I have, that I drug myself to the bookstore to buy sans makeup and with my rattiest clothes on? Yep, Sacrifice. I've been reading bits and pieces but the print makes my eyes water. I already know how it's going to end...who doesn't by now?...but I get the most pleasurable feeling every time I look at it. Maybe it's the big STAR WARS across the front...a reminder of better, kinder days.